Sunday, October 28, 2007

A new week, a new start

Recently I have started feeling very discontented with the way my life is going...and not in major things. After all, uni is going well, my marriage is great, but socially, and job wise all is not well with me. I feel like lately I have been spiritually attacked, particularly in my relationships and in my dealings with people. I have continued to feel bad about myself, my finances, my body, my weight, and my life in general. Perhaps its because I have more time on my hands now, or perhaps it is a season for me to struggle, or perhaps I am on the verge of something great and Satan wants to see me squashed...whatever the reason, I know that the only one who can change this is me by the power of GOD not on my own strength.

I've started a new book study, and Im digging deep, and I've also done a list of things I can change about my life and how I plan to do that, Im an academic, its just what I do LOL It's time to start moving forward again, I feel like im being stagnant in my life and after a while, stagnant things
get stinkie! And Lord above knows, I dont wanna be stinkie! Organising my finances will go a long way, hopefully getting this job will help too, because I will be able to make a little more and get out of the current situation I have found myself in. Also, I know that when i get my bed
I will start feeling like im achieving more..right now i feel like a blob, and I want to change that! So please pray for me that I can do that!

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