Ok, not that I REALLY have much to complain about...Phantom of the Opera was awesome, the hotel amazing, the limo unreal....I had a really awesome time. Life is basically good....cept I am feeling a bit under the weather at the moment. I feel very pressured at the moment, with my future looming, assignments piling up, and the pressure of keeping a certain standard up....
And its not just that. We want our house mate to move out, but so far nothing has happened. I love the guy seriously, but I want my own space back, and Im afraid it will never happen! I am feeling like Im not meant to be doing sunday school, but cant tell anyone cos I feel like I'll be disappointing everyone, I've already pulled out of AGMF this weekend cept for Friday, I have to go to Toowomba tomorrow which means another day away from study, and to top it all off, I chatted with an old friend today who I missed SO much but has brought up some pretty bad memories for me so Im feeling really..I don't know...off I spose is the right word. Im finding it hard to concerntrate on anything right now when I really need to be concentrating on EVERYTHING! *sigh* I feel frustrated, and annoyed, and misunderstood, and unheard, and frankly its cheesing me off...I know no one gives a crap, but just in case anyone does, Im sick of the pressure and I wish something would give. Anything!!!!!! NEWSFLASH I AM OVER IT
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